If it isn't meant to be

If it isn't meant to be
Then why God do you tease me so
Showing me completed families
Everywhere I go

If it isn't meant to be
Then why does my heart break
It's been almost four years
That's a very long time to wait

If it isn't meant to be
Why is this desire in my being
It really would be so much easier
Not to live in the in-between

If it isn't meant to be
Then I wish you would let me go
Show me a different dream
Because I've got nowhere else to go

If it isn't meant to be
Then please set me free
My daughter wants a sister
She's been waiting forever it seems

If it isn't meant to be
I wish you'd tell me soon
I've had enough of waiting
I want to sing another tune

If it isn't meant to be
Then this all feels like a waste of time
Another child was all I wanted
A little person to call mine